Joyous destruction

Today I went to an under 18s concert. I saw amazing bands, I had an incredible time. So why do I still want to die- possibly more than ever. I have no one to talk to either and I just don’t want to die. I’m so over having to do this whole life thing. It’s tiring and I hate it. I’m ready to give up again. I’m so done.

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5 thoughts on “Joyous destruction

  1. Please do not give up. YOu can do this. You are strong, and wonderful and it will get better. I have been in your place many times, and I look back and am SO grateful that I stuck it out. Feel free to contact me if you need someone to listen. I am rooting for you. My first suicide attempt was in 3rd grade. I am 40 now. And happy! It can happen. it WILL happen. Stay strong.

  2. As cliched as it sounds, it’s not you talking. It’s your god damn hormones. You’re a beautiful person and so is the person above this comment. Teenage life is really hard to comprehend but trust me, it gets a little better after a while. Just don’t let things get to you. 🙂

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